From half past seven we are sitting in the lobby and wait for Aaron's arrival. I would instead prefer to my Duvet hiding and crying in his sleep. It was only a night. A single fucking night! And yet the memory of it hurts me more than the many years together with Tillmann. Carelessly thrown away. It's all over.
When the taxi stops in front of the entrance, jump on Aisha and straightens her tablecloth. This is what the something that she wears and what her femininity inadequately covered crocheted, of fact. If I were a man, I would drink with her a few Rakis, invite them to the Shisha smoking with hemp, then (after a heroic turtle rescue!) Lie flat on their bungalow and then piss me discreetly. But I'm not a man I am not Miro.
"Hey, Charlie!" Aron pulls me from my gloomy thoughts. He does my head in her hands and kisses me intimately on the mouth.
"Hi, Aaron" I say and rings me a smile. "Hosgeldiniz."
He laughs engaging. "Well, I've missed you too."
"This really means, welcome, '" I like to enlighten times.
Aron is in high spirits, and exudes an aura, and if he wants as conquer the world. And whatever else comes in between the fingers. "Let us drink the same what?"
"Aron willscht, do not unpack your bags erscht times?" Leni snorts.
"Oh, nonsense," he shrugs casually. "Because for what? I'm on vacation or on the run? "
" On the run, you simply put his bags are not provided one has any at all there. "
Aron teasingly caresses me on the cheek. "Hey, what's the matter with you? Such a bad mood I know you do not. "
" I am not, Aron, "I sigh," I am not. "
Aron seems seriously to have set his mind, that state remedies to give. He goes on in the next few days, a veritable entertainment and I feel like on public television: "No, Aron. I would not ride with you jet ski. No, Aron. I do not want Raki for dessert. No, Aron, I'm still not to hookah smoking. No, Aron, I'm really tired and go to bed now. No, Aron. You must not come along. "I repeat the part every day.
"This can not continue like that," snorts Leni. "My brother does this by now even me on the Geischt with his penetration."
Toll. What should I tell you now? I look at only kuhäugig.
"talk your müscht."
"What?" I put my book down and squint to the water sports area. Aron is there for a change clamped by Aisha. "What can I say? He means well but not bad. He just wants to be nice. "
" He wants spiiieeelen but only "Yash aping the owner of a dog fight for who has just bitten into my calves.
"I can not make such Aron encounter them in the head," I defend myself. Directness has never been my forte. Apart from that I could when Leni and Carla with their assumption are all wrong, to the bone . Embarrass Then I have no interest. So much ego must be allowed. "No," I say therefore determined before Leni can come up with another argument. "I just do not want to talk!"
Leni gives me a few minutes grace period. Then she kicks off "Weischt you know that you jetscht no bischt bit better than you can ...?" the end of the sentence hanging in the air. "A few warm words on a piece of paper. The tish everything you ish left of your Tillmann. What really has not gepascht between you, you weischt but still do not, right? And what it was like with Sam? Bischt you just took off. Hasht leave you on your own understanding; good. But what do you glaubscht how he felt at that time? "
I let the head hang.
"And Miro? How long have you wirscht sit there and wait for a statement? "
" I need no explanation from him, "I snarl. "He's took, I was just there. The same old game. "
Yash gets up and sits down very close to me. "Charlie, I do not think this is a game for Miro. It is deadly serious. "
" How do you know? "
He shrugs his shoulders. "Instinct"
That night I drink me maintained at one. Not that I knew not what I do or say or could no longer stand. But enough to forget for a moment. Leni and Yash watch my bout with growing concern. More so than Aron insisted to accompany me to my bungalow.
"Let only Aron. We do that, "Yash immediately hooked on with me. "We live so opposite."
"I need nüscht" I jolted his arm. "Can not alone." I protest, the brace hands on her hips and stomp "Sleep well" with one, like this.
Halfway I hear steps.
"Man, Charlie. Now wait yet again. "It is Aron.
"Go away, '" I snarl. "Have enough of drunken sex with best friends or best friends of friends ..."
"Hey, hey," he raises his hands. "Taking it slowly. And come again to you. "
" I am with me, "I scream. "But I tell you once, who does not?"
"Who?"
"He." Sadly I am continuing my way.
Aron is a few seconds as if rooted. Then he follows me. "Who He is'? "
'Pass' on, here's Schrötkilden ... Rildschöten ... shit! Sign-coronation-ten. "
" Who is he? "
My goodness, is the persistent!
"Listen, Aron. I have deleted sick of pissing men ... Men who fuck off. Daaa it, "I point with my finger on bungalow door," sits the only man to me now is still important. And even I will be leaving at some point. But until he does, I'll give him my whole heart. There is no room for ... "
"For me?"
I can see foot to the floor.
"But these others?"
"Oh, Aron ..." I look him in the eye and gently caress his cheek. "Tillman has torn a hole in my heart. And now the other one sits in it and drilled and hammered and shoveled into a real pit. Even if I wanted ... "He leans his forehead
to my head. "I understand Charlie. Do not worry. 'm Not stupid. I know I am a bastard when it comes to women. But I understand you, I've finally feelings. Somehow I had probably hoped it could be anything else to be. "He pulls up his shoulders helplessly. "Well, maybe it comforts you a little bit, that you still remain my dream woman?"
My heart is about the collapse. "Tell the niii-hiiicht," I howl like a wolf.
Why is life just so unfair?