it's a wait and pray to God a way that presents him go and I only need?
Well, I personally find here that this is an "easy" answer to hide his fear and to escape from the responsibility. Of course, one of them waiting and praying. However, I think it also is needed to go bold steps. Only I did not really know how these steps . Look
I think of William Booth, who founded the Salvation Army. At some point, had found his thoughts and deeds it has been a worldwide wave of it.
Is it a decision to just do things without knowing exactly where it leads one?
I notice in any case that I must be clear what I want at all. Only one that is clear, while you're doing things, or does this clarity through (as I call it?) "Inner knowledge"?
Then I kommmen course the idea as "where does the money come from for this" and "what should I live?" On the other hand, I also experience how God provides people again and again. Shane Claiborne once said in
a sermon: When God gives an order, then he pays for it.
In all this confusion of thought and "I-did-not-know answers" it's good that God sends in so what times suddenly called to do to encourage other makers to make ;-)