Monday, June 28, 2010

How Old Do You Have To Be To Work In Autozone

The pummelfee goes into summer recess

The most recent story is over.

You feverishly with that puzzled me laugh, that feared, with tears - and your sincere interest via a comment made that known. You can not imagine you and I can not describe how proud and happy that makes me.

once again is all I can tell you.
But that comes from the deepest depths of my heart!

My thanks go to my most loyal readers
but also to all who have read along quietly.

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is much to see now no longer in my manuscript drawer. The
sweetheart is still in the making and is currently a lack of time ahead not at all. The
Supergirl be proofread urgently before I can post it here.
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Sunday, June 27, 2010

Does Wireless Internet Cause Cancer

Full Lotte - Chapter 61

I must digest the first. Dazed, I teeter on the car. I do not know what Miro told me there and be quiet until we get home.

"Charlotte?" Miro breaks the silence. He looks at me quizzically. In his eyes shines a touch of fear.

"I ... I must first of all ... all say that Lilli ... "

" It's just after one, Charlotte. "

" SMS ", I Stammel. "I send a text message. "

Miro sighs, gets out and opens the door for me. I shall stop here and think. Think and think. He waits patiently. And a smile on my face.

"Miro"

"Hm?"

"Is this all true, what happened today?"

"Hum."

"I became a grandmother."

"Yes, you are the du "

" I am a writer? "

" And the way you are. "

" Do you love me? So deep and wide and high as your soul, and extends further yet? "

He answered my question by up to me and prevented me so deeply kisses me is the hot and cold at the same time.

It seems as if all waiting for this one message. After I sent the message about the birth of Lilly's first child due to a late hour a text message out to my phone ringing hot. I patiently answer all questions (and secretly wonder why not sleep all, like any normal person would do at this time) and I promise, Lilli align each individual, special greeting as soon as I go back to the hospital this morning.

At half four, I sigh tiredly my head fall back. Miro caresses me gently over his hair. "Will you stay with me?" I ask eagerly.

"As long as you want," he whispers.

"Then must you marry me," I feixe.

Miro But do not laugh at my jokes. He strokes my hair and more thoughtful answers quietly: "If you want to."

I am completely baffled and just ignore his words. "Uh, you come to bed?" When I wake up in

Miros poor and the non-aware is that I am now grandmother and writer, I could hug the whole world. I turn around and go after him with his finger tips, the contours of his beautiful face.

Miro smiles. "Good morning, dream woman."

"Good morning, man of my dreams."

Miro's smile turns into a mischievous grin

"What?" He wraps his arms

close to me. "Hm I've never been with a grandmother in bed. "

" Wow! "In an instant a wild pillow fight breaks out.

drives After a leisurely breakfast Miro me to the hospital. He has published over and again promises to comply as soon as possible.

"Look 'again, Sam," pipes Lilli when I einhumpele. "There's your Ooomaaa."

"Sam?" I'm pleasantly surprised. My daughter calls her first child after my first love. White, the great Sam for doing this? "

" The great Sam was even to visit, "she says played reproachfully," you have while you still hanging around in bed. "

" We did not ...", I give also played back indignantly.

"Please, please, please no details. Yesterday I already heard enough. "She laughs. "Here, your grandson is waiting for you. "

proud and happy I am Sam on the arm. I can not get enough of him and sniff again and again to his head.

Lilly enjoys the break, stretches and stretches and begins when she sees Sam with relish in my arm to sleep starts to browse through her book.

"What are you reading?" I asked quietly, not to wake Sam.

Lila is completely absorbed. "Thorn Reschen," she replies in short supply. "Do I give you then as well."

I still grin to myself. I know the text by heart.

"Do I have to Vivi get. Is ne new author. "

" Lolo Funny? "

Lilli looks at last. "Do you know her?"

"And as I know. And how. "

I spend half the day with my daughter and my grandchild. While Sam is in good care of the baby nurses, we visit the cafeteria to eat lunch.

"And you're really funny Lolo?" Lilly can not believe it. Again and again they are enthusiastic Quieklaute of itself. "If I find so so cool, sooo cool!"

Yes, I agree with her. "Me too. After all, with the first book of the car already paid. "

" And Miro? "Lilli's face is serious, grown-up. "Are you together now?"

I support my head pensively into the left hand. "Yes. Yes, I think we have found us. "

Lilli reaches for my right. "Mama, I'm looking forward to. Miro is great. The best. Right after Tim, of course, "she adds, laughing.

"Lila ..."

"Ah! Woman friend, "Dr. Schnieder diametrically controls on our table. "Nice to meet the freshly baked granny." He puts down his tray and takes unsolicited Place. "And that's the new mother?", Turns the head physician at Lilly.

"Lilli," I ask the two other before. "This is Dr. Schnieder, my doctor. Doctor Schnieder, that's my daughter, Lila. "

" And how are the rest? "He winks at me conspiratorially. "Nausea? Dizziness? Or other symptoms? "

Lilli's face twists in disbelief. "Because of a broken leg?" Suddenly her face relax and she turns her head slowly in my direction. "Mama?"

I stare a hole in the table.

"Uh-oh!" Schnieder grabs his tray and rises rapidly. "I leave it again. Have a nice day. "

Great! Cackles and leaves me alone then sit with the egg.

"Mama?" Repeated Lilli now vigorously. "Art thou ..? About ...?"

"Yeah," I give myself beaten and raise my resignation as a sign both hands. "I'm pregnant."

"It just keeps getting better!" Exults Lilly and thus draws the attention of the entire cafeteria on us.

"Shh!" I even their unbridled outbreak, and can you just decrease with the promise of trouble to keep this news to himself for the time being.

Miro comes by late afternoon. I hold my breath that Lilly did not even blurted. But Paul, who has since arrived with my parents, takes him far too much to complete. "Gell" says my son cocky and pushes him gently with his elbow, "you have a crush on my mom?"

"Yes," Miro answered bravely.

Paul stands on the toes and pulls it down himself. "Have you even been snogged? Really? With tongue? "

Miro amused eyebrows drawn up. "Yes, have we are. "

" Cool! ", evaluates the fruit of my body that fact and knocks him jovially on the shoulder.

we pass against seven of Lila and Sam.

"Something's not right," I mumble already on the way home.

"What?" Asked Miro. "What should not vote?"

I take a loss the shoulders up. "I do not know. Is such a feeling. Something is wrong. "

What not exactly true, it appears, as Miro and I park the car carefully on the front door zuhumpele, followed closely by my parents and Paul, just seconds later come after us.

"Üüü-bear-RAAA-schuuung" Leni, Yash, July, Carla, Leo, Sam, Mara, Vivi, Aisha, Aron, Otto, and even Ludwig and Charlotte by Bloomenthal with the pregnant Princess greet us with loud noise. I know my little apartment again. Above the stairs, a large banner with the inscription denounces Congratulations, Grandma Lotte and my bookshelf is plastered with Welcome, Lolo Lustig .

"little bitch", I Vivi playing boxing against his arm and hit her warmly. "You are my angel."

I am overwhelmed and touched and hardly able to believe my luck. Only six months ago I was devastated, depressed and without perspective. I rowed with the poor, for my life at least acceptable to get their act together. And now my happiness is like many in his lap.

"The unexpected're the best, is not it, Charlotte?" Ludwig me pats his shoulder and allows himself another glass of champagne "Hick!"

I nod with a grin.

"Lu has a very nice in tea," whispered Miro in my ear and pulls me into the kitchen. "The surprise is a success?"

"And how!" I am grateful to kiss his nose.

"Is that all?" He pouts. His hand moved under my shirt. "And you did not tell me anything?"

"Do I?" I breathe into his ear.

Miro puts his head to the side. "I want to ask you something ..."

"Yes?"

"You're first at it."

I lift my index finger and shake it. "Come over here," I ask him quietly and grab his hand. I enclose with my and lay them gently on my belly.

reflected in Miros face successively confusion Surprise and excitement again. "We ...? Are you pregnant? "

" Hmhmmm. "

He takes a step back, clenches his fist, his arm stretched out in the air and leaves him with a jubilant" Jou! Back "quickly.

"Hey! What's going on back there? "Sam squints at us in the kitchen.

Miro takes my hand and pulls me back into the din. "We're playing truth or dare ," he says dry, but looks as if he might bring something up his sleeve.

"Sometimes isser a bit crazy," Ludwig taps his forehead and varies dangerous.

Aisha nods and giggles behind their hands.

"Yeah," confirms Charlotte and winks at me. "But he is probably the most crazy for you?"

Oh! We are probably the you arrived?

Before I can continue to think about Miro attracted my attention. "What do you choose?"

"Uh ... Truth? "He actually seems a little crazy. But I like it. For even now he is cool to the hair tips.

"Do you me the happiest man in the world?" I hesitate

for a second. "Yes."

Miro grins as he now get his trump card up their sleeve. "Good. Then comes duty. "

I have no idea what will happen to me, as Miro puts his hand in my neck. "You know that I'm crazy?"

"Not really," I reply. "But I love you anyway."

"Charlotte? Will you marry me? "

me bend away almost the legs. I gasp for air.

Miro defines the brow and pulls his left eyebrow to the top. "That is not the answer I was expecting?"

Suddenly it is so quiet that you can almost hear the silence.

"Will you?"

My answer is a kiss that makes us stand out almost. As in a trash novel (of course not written by me) broke out around us cheering.

"Oh, and people?" Miro raises his hand and wearing a light in their eyes, with which he could light up the whole room. "The best is yet. In nine months. "

END

Saturday, June 26, 2010

★ Ugg Moccasins

Full Lotte - Chapter 60

While Miro keeps me in his arms and I feel so safe as never before in my life, I caress his face. "Miro"

"Hmmm?" He kisses my forehead.

"I ... I must tell you something. "

" Hmhmmm ... "His kisses move down my face, my neck, cover my shoulders.

"I am ... we get ... "

" MAAAMAAA "

A sharp cry can drive us together. Lila!

Miro puts on his jeans and lifts me from the pantry. Leaning on his arm, I limp out of the kitchen.

On the staircase is my daughter, pale. Their sleep short is wet. "Mom ...", she cries helplessly.

"The waters have broken," I have noticed. "Okay, Lila. We go to a hospital. Stay where you are. "

Miro sprints up the stairs. He puts his hand on Lila's shoulder, speaks reassuringly to her and will disappear in her room. He comes out with a fresh jogging suit and the emergency bag. "Come," he wraps her arm around his waist, does Selbig and leads them gently down the stairs. I help my daughter

quickly move house.

Miro has already taken the car keys and opened the door.

"All is well, my darling," I will caress Lillis Cheek and take her in the back seat.

Miro goes with not inconsiderable border top speed to the hospital, a parking place right in front of the building and helps us both out of the car. Then he moves quickly on his T-shirt.

While I sign Lilli at the reception, she howls at miserably.

"Try to breathe evenly, Lila." Miro has efforts soothingly to her until a nurse herankarrt a wheelchair and my daughter is shipped. He hands me my crutches. "Should I try to reach expectant father?"

I nod and stuff for my cell phone. "That would be nice of you. He is saved by Tim . "I hit him the phone in his hand. "You come to? Please?

"Of course. I know him now the way he kisses me and looks after me as I follow Lila and the attendant inside.

In the maternity ward, we will be met and immediately started receiving. "I am a midwife Helga", we smiled a small but energetic woman in kind. "Put you ever find out here." She has a couch in the study area. "Your sister is welcome to stay with you."

"I am the mother, so grandma So soon, "I try to educate midwives Helga stuttering.

you surprise her eyebrows drawn up. "Indeed. Well, then. "

Together we will help Lilly to the couch. The cervix is open for nine inches. So it's happening soon. It is connected to a CTG to monitor the child's heartbeat. I think Lila's hand.

"Mama," she asked anxiously, "Will it hurt?"

"child, not without reason are labor pains, the midwife switched on. "But it soon hold a small miracle in your arms."

"She is four weeks ahead of schedule," I whisper to Helga and I am worried to some extent.

Helga frowns and takes before an ultrasound. "That's fine," she can calm me down.

"Mamaaa ..."

Lilli I dab the sweat from his forehead. The contractions are starting.

"The father is aware, I will adjust." A nurse handed me a fresh, cool cloth. "He was on the way here."

"Maaamaaa ..."

"Oh!" Midwife Helga takes a professional look between legs Lillis and nods. "This will be short. Now, however, nimbly in the delivery room. "

The Small is in a hurry. Within half an hour he has fought his way from the safe, warm womb into the world. I may cut the umbilical cord.

"Everything is fine and very healthy," is the Apgartest. The midwife puts new life in Lila's arm. He immediately examined her breasts, place them with my help and sucking greedily.

I cry with joy and emotion, caressing the sweaty face of my daughter. "Have you done great, my dear."

"Congratulations, Grandma," she radiates happiness and admires the young man on her belly. "Mama?" She says after a while. "Do you like it bring in?"

I throw a glance towards the door. "I fear that Tim is not there yet."

"I think Miro."

"Hrgh!" I rasp me completely by surprise. "Do you think this not a bit too ... intimate? "

She grins. "Well, what was your evening today? In addition, Carla has told me everything. "

" Should I call the grandpa in? "Without waiting for an answer, tears midwife Helga on the door and forces in Miro sergeant manner in the delivery room. "Now do it!"

enter something he remains in the doorway. "Congratulations, Lila."

"See it", she invites him to come closer.

Reluctantly he goes to bed and eyed the newborn. Then he seems overwhelmed. "Hey, welcome, little man," he whispered, stroking the tiny hand.

The door opens once more and the freshly baked Papa bursts. It is totally by the wind and it cost us some effort to calm him.

After Lilly moved to her room, my grandson in the infant room is well supplied and we are reinsured have that Tim is able to drive in a few hours drive home, we make our way.

"Ah, woman friend," Dr. Schnieder calls from afar. "Well, you go sooo fast but no longer." He sent after an amused laugh.

Miro looks irritated down to me.

I shake, "What the? Will" frightened her head. "Yes, yes, sir Schnieder. My daughter has just given birth. "

" Ah, "he sums up quickly and look over the rim of his glasses away on Miro. "Then my warmest congratulations to you both."

Thank you limp and rapidly. And I do not notice that Miro has stopped.

"Tell me," enters his voice in my ear and I turn around. "Did not you tell me something?"

"Erm ... So ... Well ...", I will stammer and to my relief interrupted by ringing his mobile phone.

"Shit!" Aligned Miro sees and is guilty. Unsuccessful, he quietly pressed the phone to his ear and hurried outside.

I follow him as fast as I can. And apparently, without having noticed it.

"Lu, we are here in the hospital," hisses Miro. "What? No. Her daughter has just given birth. Hum. What? Have you ever looked at the clock? Yes, I know. But still. Why can not this wait until tomorrow? "He snorted and backed by a surly" Well, yes to ".

"Anger?"

Miro startled and looks at me surprised. "My goodness, you're fast."

"Hmhmmm."

He puts his hands in his pockets, thumbs in the loops and pulls his shoulders up. "Did you not tell me what?" To divert it tries.

But he gets me so easily not the curve. "I believe," say I look so serious while I can, "you have to tell me something?"

Miro clears his throat and strokes caught me on the cheek. "Very well. Let's talk. "

We sit on the bench outside the hospital entrance. Miro digs a silver case with cigarettes from his pocket and offers me one.

I decline with thanks, which he acknowledged with a frown.

"Well," I steer the conversation back in the right direction, "what did you say to me?"

Again he clears his throat, grabs my hand firmly and looks into my eyes. "Listen to me simply only, yes? "

I nod.

"Lu, that Ludwig von Bloomenthal, is my uncle. I'm with him and Charlotte grew up, after I lost my parents, with six in a car accident. "

I am horrified and stare at him with wide eyes.

"The publishing branch where you should really work as a secretary ..."

"Why should ?" Exclaims and I press my lips together.

Miro looks at the floor. His mouth twitching. "Listening?"

"listening. Yes. , Sorry. "I pull myself together.

"The store is called MISTA-book. Bell's there, perhaps? "

I stop short. Sure, now that he's says. MI, such as Miro. STA, such as steel. " You're MISTA?

He shakes his head, which I interpret as consent.

"You tell me but not now", I put up gently, "that I no longer get the job because I sleep with you? Usually something is in fact the other way. "

Miro sighs. "Do you know that and I know Vivi? We were classmates from elementary school to high school. "

" Oh? "

"A few months ago she presented to me several manuscripts of a friend. Under the synonym Lolo Lustig . I was thrilled and had it installed at your own risk. "

" own risk ", I repeat, laconically.

Miro throaty laugh. "You can sue me happy. For copyright infringement. "

" Please? "I am buzzing head.

"Charlotte", he grabs me by the arms. "You Lolo're funny! And the rest of your first book exceeds all expectations. You did not need to work hard as a secretary. You are a born writer. "

Friday, June 25, 2010

Disposable Shower Matt

Full Lotte - Chapter 59

Miro is on time. In his Laufmonitur he just looks good enough to eat. Otto also finds the way when he zurennt on him, with his front paws on Miro's shoulders comes to a standstill and licking his face.

"Miro", I cry when I see that he immediately wants to do with Otto on the road. "Would you have time tonight?"

He looks and nods of Otto. "Sure. I said that. "

" No, I mean ... I would like to invite you to dinner. Here with me. "

I think, to see how his face begins to shine. He looks down and pushing the chin forward. "Certainly."

"At eight?"

Miro winks at me, then whistles to Otto and jogs away.

It is not easy to shower with one leg in plaster, but it has the advantage that one instead of two, only one leg to shave. A time saving of at least two and a half minutes. Look at that!

vorbeigehuscht Carla is in her lunch break, to bring me a dream of summer. A delicate flowered dress made of pure silk. "This is so cool on the skin," she says, "you must always wear without a bra. What do you think, because how are your tits? "

I Schmunzel weak. "The do it anyway when I see Miro. "

" Well, then. "She takes my face in her hands and kisses me on the mouth. "We are all aware that you clarify the last will."

"All", I repeat, suspiciously.

Carla innocently pulls the shoulders up. "We all want to be with you in mind? Toi, toi, toi! "

My heart turns over almost as it ring eight points at the door. Paul has not let's say two and immediately packed his belongings, as my mother had offered to stay with Otto with her. Finally, he is from my Parents pampered like a little prince. Lilly has withdrawn with a significant smile in her room and promised to come back under any circumstances. I have a sense likes.

"It's great that you came," I say and feel the heat rising in my cheeks tingle.

"Thanks for the invitation."

like two teenagers, we want each other. Miro leans forward slightly. In anticipation of a kiss I close my eyes.

"Otto is not there?" He asked instead.

"Nn-no," I answer befuddled and take a step to the side. "Kk-nevertheless, come clean."

"Paul not?" Seeking he looks around. "And Lilly?"

I stand completely by my side and do not quite know how to assess its behavior. "No."

"For you." Miro hands me a package and drives my bookshelf. "Impressive," he says, pulling a book of poems by Elizabeth Barrett Browning from the shelf. "May I?"

"Of course." I put the package on the coffee table and step beside him. It is one of the moments in which he told me so close and yet so far is.

He leafs through the book, pensive pauses at a page. "Hm," he growls softly. "How I love you."

"How I love you," I repeat. This poem I know by heart. "Let me say the wise: I love you so deep and wide and high, as my soul goes, and even further."

"bottomless pit, which we hardly dare to enter," continues Miro and looks me deep in the eyes. "I love you so that every day of my days I dearly latest request brings to you. I love thee purely, as it struggles for justice. I love thee freely, will not ask for a different opinion. "He does closer to these things.

My breath is getting stronger, my chest heaving in time. "I love you with passion, with depth, with an old grief, children's belief in fresh, with a love that I thought 'she was asleep, when stored saints."

Miro slams the book and puts his hand on my cheek. His thumb stroked my chin.

"I love." Up in the joyful time, with every breath and tears and cried like to God, I love him even more for ever "

By now I expected a passionate kiss, with all that that implies. But Miro smiles and says: "Have you done all the trouble for me?"

"What?" I am completely baffled.

"Food?" He helps me get started.

I were a man, my penetration ability would have slowed abruptly. My erotic voltage sags miserably in just that moment to collapse. I breathe. "Mom has prepared all this."

"Aha."

"Is this a problem?"

"No."

"Good." Pissed I stalk in the kitchen to fetch food from the oven .

has the they probably not all! I am not offering generous and let me at arms length and starve! Unbelievable as that!

"Can I help you?" Miro is suddenly behind me. I feel his breath on my neck and I get goose bumps when his arm by pushing on my waist. He puts a tarot card on the dresser.

"The Ace of Cups ?" I asked, without turning around me.

"Hum." His mouth is now very close to my ear. "What it means?"

My heartbeat's speed limit has exceeded. I'm trembling all over, my brain cells go roller coaster. And he expects me that I'm still thinking?

"In front of you a wonderful chance to find happiness and fulfillment," I interpret hoarsely, "you should not miss."

"Is that true?" His lips touch my neck and I know he expects not really an answer, slowly as his hands wander under my dress.

I can feel the rapture, when he noticed that I have nothing but the clothes on your back. He turns me gently to him.

"Charlotte, I'm sorry that I did just so ..."

"No, I'm sorry that I gave you such a mission capable. "I put my hand in his neck and drag him down to me to finally get what I'm waiting the whole time.

A kiss is a lovely trick of nature to interrupt conversations when words become superfluous. Ingrid Bergman.

Miro pushes the skirt of my dress up and take me to the pantry. I think any second that we are not alone in the house are that the food is cold or could come in a neighbor across the terrace. I think and feel only Miro and me.

And I feel clear his desire, his breathing, which is difficult his kisses demanding. I told him from the stripe T-shirt and open the button of his jeans.

"Seni seviyorum" he whispers and grins at me insolently. He knows very well that I still do not know what that means.

I runzle the end only a brief moment and let his pants slide down. It shall be my care. My whole body is set to receive and Miro has the mast. My brain is not programmed to think now, only to feel and enjoy. I sling my right, ungegipstes leg around his hip as he pushes into my lap and lift me to the seventh heaven. My fingernails cling in Miro's back, I'll bite in his neck, so as not to shout aloud for joy. His muscles twitch and his body trembles when he is exhausted and then holds his head on my neck.

remain several minutes we hold, and let us down only the fingertips of our bodies move.

"What have you said earlier?" I shove a paper towel between the legs. "It was Turkish, right? You said it before. "

He smiles. "Yes."

"And what does that mean?" I urge.

Miro strikes me a lock of hair from her face and kissed me tenderly. "The same, what you said. On Indian. "

Oh, God! He loves me! Miro loves me! My hormones tango. Your body releases a lot of endorphin, serotonin and phenethylamine out at once. I could almost explode with joy.

"Really?" I repeat, yet cautious.

Miro takes my head in his hands and looks deep into my eyes. "I love you so deep and wide and high, as my soul goes, and even further."

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Hidden Blade Mechanism For Sale

Full Lotte - Chapter 58

My mother writes the lyrics to Miro so that it is not even time to breathe, let alone the answers. Fascinated, he smiled at her tirade. As the effect of coffee and finally uses it just disappears to the bathroom, so here he pushes me almost. "I would now like to come by noon to go out with gasoline. Is a clock right? "

" Sure, "I reply and make my first thoughts about his job. So far, I could not have any - as long as Miro was only in my area. "But you do not. I mean, you surely have other commitments? "

" I can create it. "He sounds a little peeved.

"Miro," I see him in the eye, which, given my nervousness already a feat is. "I want ...", I really apologize to him for my outburst on Saturday, when my mother in between bursts. Does she have a catheter? Or why it is with her so quickly?

It does not matter anyway because we are disturbed by Miros phone that vibrates on the table around its own axis. The display is Lu calls . Well for those who do not know what is happening.

"Lu", growls Miro to the phone. "Yes?" His forehead is wrinkled. "Hum. Very good. "He listened for a moment the words of the caller and then leans back and relax. A smile spreads across his face. "Of course. But I think that you should take better themselves. See you tomorrow. "He puts the phone to the side and apologized to us for the disturbance.

My mother is thrilled. She goes totally off for good behavior. And Miro, I think? "If you come with me because not even for lunch?"

"Mama", I would not overburden Miros patience, "Miro also has a job. And a private life. It can not idle away the day with us. "

Miro turns his head slowly in my direction.

"Uh, not that we would not look forward," I add hastily added.

He clears his throat, pulls his wallet from his pocket and waved to the waiter. "Thank you for your offer, woman friend," he said, smiling. "But today I actually have some dates that can not move on such short notice."

leave disappointed I hang my head.

"We'll see you at one when I get gasoline, right?" With these words, he says goodbye and leaves.

I'm confused. In a second Miro is so close to me, that touch our souls. In another so distant as a wall stood between us.

"What's up, kid?" My mother looks worried at me, leaps around while the lights back on Green . Behind us, an impatient motorist drumming on the horn.

"Nothing," I lie. "Why?"

"You need to make you worry, Charlotte. Paul has accepted it very calmly, when Tilly has abandoned him. Lilly has not at all interested. He is the way this morning, flew back to Norway. "

I can breathe. "This is a good thing." I want to finally get peace in my life.

"This gentleman steel is really very nice," she says after a short break. Not inconspicuous enough to squint at me.

"I know, Mom."

This is not the answer she expected. More boring. "You could have the impression that you know you have more?"

"Are we doing it."

"So? How is that? Of which you've got nothing says "

" Yes. I have. "

" When? "

" on Saturday. "

On the front of my mother make many little question mark.

"When you have a mistake Aron scrubbed."

My mother comes unexpectedly on the brakes and swung to the right. "What?"

I regret it already, they have to Miros identity set this way accordingly. But now it's too late anyway. "Mama, but he has not let me sit. It was wrong of me to put him to so bare. "

" Well, "she says angrily. "He had with you, you know, and then just ..."

"he's not." I open my thighs and tell mom the whole story. From the start, and conclude with the words: "Now I have made it still did not apologize to him."

"You know what?" She suggests with a smile. "You invite him for an evening meal. I'll prepare everything for you. Then you can finally talk in peace with each other and clear up any misunderstandings. What do you think? "

I answer the question, as I give her a wide, appreciative smile.

"Hey, sweetheart! Welcome home. "Carla is on the line as soon as I had the door open. "Tell me know if you need anything, okay? Leo and I like to come over this evening with you. How are you? What are you doing? "

"Carla, sweetie," I moan and curse the unwieldy crutches. Without further ado, I pepper her to the ground to greet Otto, my Gipsfuß is not scary. "I'm just purely for the door. Mom is with me and Lila, "I wave my daughter, who balanced just down the stairs. "And, uh, for this evening ... I wanted to invite Miro. "

" Miro? I see. "Carla clicks his tongue. "How come you change your mind?"

I stroke thoughtfully on my belly. "I tell you later. Okay? "I do not have the heart, the message Miro tell anyone other than yourself first.

"Then I wish you much fun tonight," she whispers telling. "And sign up tomorrow morning with me. Or even if you have enough sleep, "adds them smirking.

"You get this evening visit?" Lilli snorted like a walrus. The end of the pregnancy and the enormous kilos, it now carries around with him, make her face serious. "Hi, Mom," she breathed into me a wet kiss on the cheek.

"Listen, honey." My mother puts her arm around Lilly's waist is no longer present and cancels her a strand of hair from the face. "It is very important that your mother now can talk undisturbed evening with Mr. Steel."

"Miro", she asks, a smile flits across her face.

"Miro How do you know?"

Lilli can fall on the sofa groaning. "He was here this morning to run on petrol. Said you'd know about it. "

" Yes. "

" Nice guy, "smiles Lilli and chewing around on their knuckles. "And pretty cool."

too, I can not deny my daughter.

"Paul gave me said that he beat up this boy your ex. "

" baby. The former is, after all your mother your father, "Mom mixes a reedy. "But I think that's cool too," she added softly.

Lilly dismisses. "If it's okay, Mom. Tim is on exhibition until Friday. Anyway I wanted to do with the new book that Vivi has given me yesterday. And Paul ... "

" can be happy again to sleep with us, "Mama offers immediately. "And Otto, too."

"Hey," I come out indignantly. "What do you think because what we want to here?"

Two broad grin Faces give me the answer.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Funny Save Date Quotes

Full Lotte - Chapter 57

waiting impatiently for the next morning I visit Dr. Schnieders. Already more than six clock I sit in my yoga dress on the bed and drum his fingers on the bedside table.

"A wonderful morning", he is bursting to come just before seven and looks around. "Well? Today, present no squabbling boys? "

My facial expression gives it to understand clearly that I am not currently ready for a joke. "When I can, for ultrasound?" He

a thoughtful glances at his Rolex. Standard equipment of a senior physician. "In about an hour I finished with his visit. Sister Sabine will pick you up then. "

" A whole hour yet? "I cry on. "Why is this even necessary? What are these anomalies? Say it! "

" We'll see then, "replied Schnieder short and reassuring pats my shoulder. "Do not worry about first."

I blow on the cheek. "Well, you are good," I snarl displeased.

Schnieder doctor laughs heartily. "The I've not heard for a long time."

Haha! How funny.

The hour runs like an eternity. Sabine takes my sister again from blood before me for examination in another station will.

"They're like right here?" I asked anxiously, as we arrive in the gynecology department.

nods sister Sabine. "Do your ever down on the loose. I will help then in the chair with your leg in plaster. "

Oh, my God! shoot through my head. I have cancer. Abdominal or so. I can feel the blood freezing in my veins. My heart is available, I feel sick. "I need ...", I press a hand over her mouth and search frantically for the next toilet. Not so easy with a proverbial ball and chain.

"Well, what's going on here, huh?" Dr. Schnieder looks at me over my shoulder and used it as a palm rest. I groan under its weight.

sister Sabine is more sensitive. She hands me a cool, damp cloth. "Go it again, friend of women?" And turned to the doctor: "The patient had passed suddenly. The cast, unfortunately for a second. "

" That's why it has not passed yet? "He scratches his head helplessly. "Well, the cast will be replaced in any case need. But first, take time to place the little chair over there, yes? "My whole body trembles

when Dr. Schnieder gel spread across this imaginary vibrator and getting rid of it there makes, where it is most intimate. While he concentrates on the monitor looks, I close my eyes and try wegzuatmen my fear. "And?" I ask for anxious seconds. "Is it cancer?"

"Cancer is not," I hear him. "But what I see here is only five millimeters in size and growing well."

I hold my breath.

Schnieder doctor knocks on my plaster. The signal that I can take a less humiliating position. "Do you have children?" He asks, while I dress.

"Yes, two."

"How old are your children?"

he asked this because Lila and Paul are half ways soon? "Ten to eighteen. And I will in three weeks Grandma. " If I live until then laments my inner voice.

"Oh!" Schnieder surprised pushes the lower jaw forward. "Then so is a lot of life come into your house."

"Yes." If he says do not last, what disease I have, I turn through!

"Well," he says at last, and shook my hand. "Then comes the fact almost in one go, my dear." He hits himself with laughter at the thigh. "Congratulations. If you are pregnant. "

" woman friend? Hello? Can you hear me? "Doctor Schnieder with both hands waving around in front of my face.

solidifies As I remain, based on my crutches, and now pull curly first and only emotion the nose.

"Encourage the time not on woman friend," He pats my shoulder pushing. "You're only in the sixth week, everything looks great, and today There are many late giving birth. "

" Aha. "More than a gasp, I do not bring forth.

"I understand this now so that you were expecting at all with the message?" In Dr. Schnieders voice resonates with a touch of fatherly concern.

"Not really ..."

Indeed. I had not expected that Tillman leaves our family from today to tomorrow. I did not expect to ever be a proud owner of the house. I did not expect to be thirty-seven grandma. I did not expect to meet Sam ever again. I have not counted, a person to face, I do not love for what he is, but for what I am when I am with him. And now grows in a part of him approaching me.

What have I done but not expected ...

"How are you now?" Dr. Schnieder cut to roar with fußpilzförderndem the cast. Only the sound of a dentist drill is worse. Satisfied, he fished two pens and a lighter from the remains. "Always the same ..."

I no longer need to consider. "Good. Very good, "I say, mean it that way.

fresh and plastered with a gut feeling that overwhelmed me, really, I limp on my crutches out of the station.

"My God ..." heavy breathing is to my Miro. It looks as if he had just attended the Iron Man . "What do thou .." he looks at the sign pointing Gynecology , "here?"

My heart beats to the neck. I would love to come to him now to his neck and ... well, that we had already. My hormones turn by that?

I clear my throat. "Ultrasound. You know? "

" Yes, "Miro replied, frowning.

"Well, only here 's containing these fully electronic dildo with satellite reception. "

" Yes. "His face has still not developed. "But what says the doctor?"

called How, doctor Helge Schnieder floats down the hall. "Ah! The

...?" "Exactly," I'll call soon and clear my throat. "The."

Schnieder is more attentive than expected. He laughs. "The kindergarten friend."

Miro will not all funny. "Listen," he forces himself to a calm tone. He stretched his hands forward with fingers spread, as if to suppress his anger down. "I'm looking now for half an hour. Here is no one able to give me even a meaningful answer. What is an incompetent shop? "He pressed his lips together and looks really dangerous.

clears throat doctor to Schnieder. Surely he is now pretty pissed off. "Why not just say that you are worried about making hellish woman friend", he asks directly.

Miro takes a breath, cracking his jaw. He is speechless.

"It's all in good order."

"And the abnormalities?" Miro can not rest easy. Not even by a senior physician. "You said ..."

Schnieder dismisses. "All natural." With these words he handed me a wink on hand and a warm goodbye. "Do not forget the ... the follow-up appointments. "

" Charlotte ... "Miro puts his hand on my upper arm.

A tingling sensation flooded my body, it was reinforced when I look in his worried blue eyes. "It's all right, Miro. Really!

"Can I scampered up after wild ..."

"There you are!" My mother gesturing down the corridor. "In the madhouse one can indeed help but no man! "

" My speech, "murmured Miro and puts both hands in his pockets. Fingers crossed it hangs in the belt loops. He stands there like a rascal, whose strike has not been compromised.

When Mama recognizes him, her face became brighter. "Oh, Mr. Steel! But this is nice that you look after my Lottie. "

" Good morning, friend of women. "He goes to my mother's hand and is clearly amused.

I growl.

you supported with your hand on Miro's shoulder and whispers in his ear: "You can not stand it when I call her so. Your daddy must of course! "

" Of course, "he agrees with my mother.

"How about," propose them happy, "if we face in the small, quaint cafe to drink a coffee together?" Without waiting for an answer marked, they are one away from Miro and of stalking.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Communication Boardfree

Full Lotte - Chapter 56

"And it's really okay so for you, Paul?" I stroke my son, gently nodding his head decidedly.

"Mama", he complains loudly now. "The come here and play up and thinks he could rumbestimmen in our house. It was so good to us, all the time. Without him. "

I pressed his lips together. That means, in my case approval.

"Otto And he can not stand it." So, that was the point at which Tim has probably lost all his chances for a fresh start. Quite right. "And Lilli iss also glad he is gone."

"She can have the same Tim relate your bed fresh," adds my mother. "And the junk that you have kept for him, she let him also pepper behind her." She can not help himself from grinning.

I am relieved. This step is done. Now it's time for the next?

time to think about it, I now no longer, however. When Dad and Paul are gone and so detached from Lila and Tim, were viewed by Papa shortly. He puts up with Carla and Leo the Jack in the hand that will coincide with Sam to visit. Shortly after they are gone, come snow Leni and Yash. You hand me a small fortune in July's name Buddha, which will make me very quickly recover. I am moved and eventually also pretty tired.

knocks about half past eight I again.

"Hi-hooo," pipes Aisha and winks reassuringly.

"Hey, is indeed a surprise, "I am honest and let me from her heart. "How are you?"

She sits on the edge of the bed and was all smiles. Happiness becomes her. "I want to ask you about?"

"Super", exaggerating, I subtly shift, and my way around the back cushion. "And how ...? So ... everything clear? With you? And at home? "Heavens! This gibberish is almost embarrassing.

Aisha shows the thumb to the door. "Aron is also the same. Papa has accepted that. Currently he is anyway rather by the wind. Has a black eye and a laceration and says partout not know where that comes. Then this accident. "She sighs heavily. "He is so ready that he is not about Aron and I can get excited." They look at themselves and squints carefully at me.

My heart cramps. Miro is suffering. And it hurts me too. But all this is really only because of me?

Aron greets me with a big hello. He has brought a large basket of outrageous best chocolates beyond this planet. "You are crazy," I comment on the ecstatic gift and kiss on both cheeks. "Thank you very much."

Aron is remarkably tender to Aisha. From the reckless Chauvi seems to have become a caring partner. Thoughtful I belächle the couple in love, as it knocks again.

Even before I "yes" answer and the door opens, I can feel his presence. There is a tingling sensation in my stomach, which can be compared to anything.

"I probably never find the right moment," mutters Miro little enthusiasm and only occurs slowly closer. "Evening."

"Hi, Dad," Aisha smiles shyly. Probably unaware of what was making between her father and has already happened to me, they no move to leave. To make matters worse, that she and Aron have actually happened a few minutes ago.

"Nice to see you, Miro," I run an attempt to loosen the tension in the room a bit hefty. dismisses "I'm sorry about this morning."

Miro and signaled me that he is not willing to talk about it.

"You have been here today?" Inquired Aisha cheeky. "Why was that?"

Aron push them with his elbow. twisted "I think we have to go again."

"Why?"

Aron's eyes. "Darling," in this Word clears throat angry Miro and Aron winces. "Come easy"

After they are gone, are - well, I'm lying, but it does so now beside the point - we are a long time in silence over. Miro has leaned to the window and crosses his arms over his stomach. He clears his throat. "Charlotte," he says throaty and brings it to my skin tingling. "I'm really very sorry. I ... 've Just do not ... Shit. "He is pale.

"Miro", I immediately get up I institutions. "It is my debt and ..."

"So" The door is flung open and night sister Hilda rushes into the room. "Now it's about time time, gentlemen."

Miro pushes away from the window seat and comes to my bed. "I would like to look after Otto and run with it as long as you're not handicapped."

"Nanana", thunders Hildegard. "What have I just said?" Glum she squeezed my upper body forward and shakes on the pillow. "Closing time here!"

I nod agreement.

"Stay in the early morning once again ready for an ultrasound," bleats the Fury the night shift and drags on to my bed sheets.

ultrasound? forms, Miro with his lips and pulls the brow furrowed.

"Why was that?" I ask surprised.

She put her fists on her hips. "The doctor who ordered. Your blood tests showed abnormalities. "

" What anomalies? "

I did not think that Miro could still be pale. But fact. "I assumed, your research has shown that it is aware of the accident, no further damage can be seen even from the broken leg? What are these abnormalities? "

"Is that you in anything?" Buzz Hildegard bored.

"Yes!" Miro is back as a matter of course. "So what? Please?

you just shrugs his shoulders. "I do not. That's all the matter of the Doctor. Ask again tomorrow. "

Miro swallows. "Is the doctor to talk to? Or it can be spoiled already in a Thai massage parlor? "

Sister Hildegard grimaces. "He's already closing time. Even if I do not know what concerns you that. Ask again tomorrow after. And now, on Goodbye! "

Miros jaw crack. Undecided, he stands beside my bed and looks at me. If the nuisance is not in the room, I'm sure he would now kiss me goodbye. It shall only his hand on my shoulder and says goodbye reserved. "Sleep well, Charlotte."

A well-meant advice, which I can not follow. My sleep is plagued by defective stem cells, nervenzerfressenden viruses and cancers. Bathed in sweat, I wake up and turn the night light on. For minutes I stare at the ceiling. Then my eyes fall on the lotus flower. The card at the plant stone that struck me not so far. I heave myself out of bed and take it from me. What will it be? A font that I do not know - presumably in Arabic - and the words that I therefore can not read. Signed with Miro . I slip back under my blanket and press the card to me.

Finally, finally I can sleep peacefully ...

Monday, June 21, 2010

Chilling Fever Lower Back Pain

Full Lotte - Chapter 55

"You WHAT?" I scream. "Tell me, have you brain food?"

Tillmann his chest inflates. "Well, hear it," he defends himself with the gesture of outstretched arms. "The guy has me beaten!"

"And He had every reason to be! "anger boils up in me.

Till takes next to me and grabs my hand. "Charlie, this guy is doing us no good. Do you see a non? "

I fall on the same faith! "There, enough Tillmann," I conquer him. "It is before anything has started something. You are a parasite. Just dive in and make yourself wide in my home. You think you could play up as a father and conduct my life. I tell you something: We are really well without you. We were clearly better, as long as you were not there. "

" Charlie, now calm down yet! Or did you do with this racket? "

I pinch his eyes and move her chin defiantly. "That's up from nothing!"

"So that's that. Hum. "Till listening to arrogant. "That explains a lot indeed."

I think Gipsfuß heave out of bed. "That explains nothing, Tillmann. Because you know nothing at all. "

" Then explain it to me, "he moves a little to the side, not to be taken from one of my healthy limb, the increase I to me just when trying to get out of bed, contort.

pride I get off the ground. "I have our life completely redefines Till. And you get is not available. "

He pouts.

"I do not know what you want from us. And I would not want to know. I just want you gone, "I say firmly. "If Paul and Lila want to see you, I will do everything possible to make it work. I will not encourage them. Furthermore, I ask that you keep them out my life. I have no room for you. "

" That's not true, right? "Fispert Till, after he has taken himself. "I am her father. And many years we spent together. "

" together or next to each other? " I shake his head defensively. "You are her biological father. Nothing more. What you have done, would do no real father. So go back to your little friend to hunt moose or Norwegian knit sweaters, if they still want you, and let us live our lives. "

" You're serious? "Says he.

"Dead serious."

In silence we stand against us. Until my right foot is cold. "I pee," I grumble, and I hope he goes at last. "You can say goodbye to Paul after school yet. You did indeed miss half a year ago. "

Clear hit he shuffles to the door. In passing, he breathed into me a kiss on the cheek.

"Oh, and Tillmann", I call to him when he opens it. "I'd be much obliged if you would withdraw this stupid display."

I Humpl to the bathroom. When I return, my mother sits with a triumphant grin on his bed. "It was right and it was important, kid." She has been listening!

"Mama," I say and do not feel particularly comfortable with it. "Could you please pick up Paul from school today? I mean ... better safe than sorry. "

She nods wisely.

After my mother is gone, I pull on a bathrobe and rummage my cigarettes from the purse.

"What were you doing?" The nurse gives me a suspicious look.

I am caught. "Uh ... Schnieder doctor has told me to immediately activate all non-affected limbs, to move things. "

" Aha, "said Sister Sabina, I can read on their plate, and smiles graciously. "Then they take but with your crutches and place as soon as possible the leg again. The smoking area is right up there. "

grateful and I nod, search awkward with the crutches handling, Said addiction to cookies. It is near the entrance, so that I can already see from afar, rush Leni.

"Good morning, darling," she gasps and kisses my cheeks. "Have not done it before, unfortunately. Caught at times, a fag for me? "

" Sure thing! "

puffing it can be beside me on the bench. "And? How are you? Snatches you great pain? "

" None at all, "I answer truthfully and to see her worried. "Everything ok with you?"

"With me? Yes, yes. "She lights a cigarette and pulls the smoke deep into their lungs. "I am to you and kind regards to Yash and Aron. They are still very worried. They came precisely over as ... "Leni hat. "Hui are the strong."

I take a critical look at the details of the tobacco manufacturer on the pollutant concentration and then stop short. "Why ... Aron why? "

Leni hat again. "Well, who came over just yet, as it happens ish. The two jog on Sunday but always together. Weischt you that. "

" Sure, I know, "I mumble thoughtfully. "But I thought Yash was with Miro move? My mother said ... "Now it dawns on me. I type in the forehead. "Mom thinks I have to Aron, you know. She knows so Miro does not. "

Leni crosses his legs today. "Well jetscht, probably so."

"Why?"

surprise she looks at me. "Why, why?"

"Yes, why not , why?"

"You do not weischt?" She claps her hand over her mouth.

In a helpless gesture, I stretch out his arms with upturned palms and shrug his shoulders.

"You bischt before Miros car running."

"Say only that you wuschtescht not?"

I'm still stunned. In any way out the fate of Miro and I always get back together. Though sometimes in a less pleasant way. "He was this morning here already."

"And since he has not told you?" Marvels Leni.

I shake my head, as if it could sort my thoughts. "No, he did so not to me to say anything. Till has him dressed like a fool. "

" Ouh! " she groans. "Bad timing. But why has he turned on him stupid? "

I roll my eyes. Would thus consumed calories, I would certainly have in recent days have taken one or two pounds. "You know that you not now? So, Tillmann has probably figured out where we live and the day night trying to come clean with us. Miro was apparently just in the vicinity, heaven knows why, and thought, who wants to enter. There was a scuffle, and both have suffered some injuries. "

" That's why he looks so evil like this? Yash has asked him, but Miro did not answer it. He was completely of the track and you immediately wanted to go to the hospital. But Aaron had already called the ambulance. Since he was still angry. "

" sour ", I repeat, irritated. "Why was that?"

Leni shakes his head. "I can not tell you. I think he ish right now, just everyone. Snatched up because not asked why he rumschleicht middle of the night at your house yet? "

" Yes. "

" But? "

" Tim came up. "

" And now? "I put

me another fag on. Schnieder doctor comes along and throws me a miss due to view. I wave. "Tillmann I said very clearly that he should be forgiven. Out of my house and my life. "

" Really? And you meinscht, he understands that? "

I throw the head back. "Well, he's not stupid. I think he understood very well. Only I asked Mom, Paul today to pick up from school. "

" Well, yes that would be clarified as well. "

" Hmm, "I doubt it. "I have no idea how Paul is now one of his father. I know if he was therefore not evil? From "

" Wait until you Paul siehscht this afternoon, "advises me to Leni and puts her hand on mine. "And then you finally talk solltescht times with Miro."

"Yes, I should," I sigh. "Oops!" To the pen in my plaster has now also joined by my lighter. Itching is doing but still ...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

1stbirthdayinvitation Card

Full Lotte - Lotte Full

mom is actually the next day on the mat. With a small travel bag, which lies next to my purse everything needed for a short stay in hospital.

"Haffter bu bir epfra bemommen free?" I ask and stirred me wipe the bread crumbs from the corners. I woke up with a bear hunger.

"Of course, honey." Mama I lovingly stroked the pony from his forehead. "I wanted to see you at home for the right."

I swallow too much down at once. "Paul is on time this morning come to school?"

"Yes, honey. Tillmann has executed drive it. "They distort the scowling face and sits on the edge of the bed. "Tell me," she begins in a whisper, "he's now moved about with you?"

"God forbid! No, "I can reassure Mom. "But when he appeared before yesterday night is, I could not put him on the road yet, do you? "

says my mother's face clearly Why not? But she clears her throat and says: ". Well, he is, after all, Paul and Lilli's father," "Mom"

, suddenly it shoots me through the head. "If he has taken my van?"

you trickle picks the crumbs from my ceiling and leaves her to the ground. Crabby she notes: "He makes it all right to cozy up to you."

I snort. "To this I will say a few bars when I'm back out there. I ... I do not just stop what he and Paul has spoken? As he is this? Lilli would in any case it today rather than tomorrow off. "

" I can understand, "mutters Mum and it looks like sour milk. Her face brightens, however, to immediately again when she tells me the latest news. "By the way, the young man this morning already called and asked about you."

I take a look at the clock. It is just shortly after eight. "This morning already?"

"Yes, it totally devastated the poor," she regrets it thoughtfully.

"Hello?" I raise my hand to make it to my attention. "I 'the leg in plaster!" "You've

also do not watch" , retorted my mother. What she's right though. "And he makes such accusations."

"Sure he has only fear of being reported," I hulls.

"No," Mom waved off immediately. "Look he is not. And somehow, somehow it seems to me well known. I just do not know from where? "

mom and her memory! "How did I actually come from?" I want to know anyway.

"He must have immediately called an ambulance," said she shrugs. "Then there were these Indians, as he is just the same? And the fellow with the du .. well, you know ... with the reefs and stuff. "

Yash and Miro? I just nod wisely.

"Morning, my sweet!" The door flies open and Carla rushes into the room. It can be with such force plop on my bed that my mother apart, on the other side. "Careful, Helena. Even if you're here at the hospital. A broken leg surely enough for the family, right? "

mom gives her a dumbfounded look.

"Can not stay long," kissing to my forehead. "Do open the store in a three-quarter hour. Here. "Me my tarot cards placed in the womb. "Have I still got extra fast. Pullin 'out! "Parry

I and shuffle seven times before I take off, while Carla drumming impatiently with his hand on her thigh.

"And?" She leans far forward to get a look at the map.

"The Wheel of Fortune " I answer and think. "Everything has its time. It is important to do the right thing at the right moment, "I interpret. "The map tells me that an experience in front of me, a important part of my mission in life is, even if it initially did not look like it. "

" Sure, "blasphemes my mother. "Such a fracture is a really important experience. And you can choose the timing would have it no better. "She snorts in exasperation. "You really have a lot of your grandmother. So that's added to the magic. "

" It's not magic, "I mouth.

"To each his own," growls Carla nervously and pats my arm. "And what does it say about the heart of things?"

I pinch thoughtful eyes together. "Hm .. That's kind of stupid. "

" Why is it stupid? "I

lens to my mother over.

"Do not be shy, my child," she whispers. "At least I know also that you smoke pot and then have sex with men."

Carla turns to her and put her hands on her hips. "Home, Helena. She was only stoned this evening something and had only this man the best sex of her life. "

" Is that right? "

" Of course, I tube immediately. "I kiffe otherwise never! "

" I do think having sex on the ... "

amazement I fixed my mother. "Uh ... yes. Sure. That was the best, "I stutter. "Definitely!"

Mama smiles in his pocket.

"So, tell me so," pushes Carla. "What they say about love?"

I clear my throat. "It could go for the love of my life," I say tortured. "In any case, before an important step."

My mother looks much down to my leg. "Well, could be difficult. That with the step. " Did she showered early today with a clown?

"You should do the right thing at the right moment," repeated serious Carla. "So throw out 'Tillmann. Buy it! "

Mamas amused facial expression is changing in complete agreement. She nods vigorously. "Exactly. Tillmann have to get out. "

I push a pen under the plaster and scratch my leg. "Let me first talk to Paul. I am ... ups! "The sailor eat away.

"Schatzl, Carla jumps off the bed and again makes my mother a faint hop. "I have to go. to open the store. "She kisses my forehead. "I wish you still ... hm ... have fun! Leo and I will drop by this evening. "

mom looks after her and then turns gravely to me. "Carla is right, kid. You should not allow Tillmann again pushes into your life, after what he did to you. He collected up even now. "

I put my right eyebrow skeptically to the top. "If Paul wants it?" I ask, and feel like I fear creeps back up.

She shakes her head convinced. "I do not think. And if he wants to see him, then there's even the weekends. That they all do it. "

The Door opens. Till enforced reluctantly enter his head.

"Speak of the devil," murmured my mother.

"Good Mooorgen" pipes and he pushes himself and a bunch of flowers into the room. I wonder of what money he has a well paid?

"Tomorrow" answer, Mom and I sync.

One can almost touch the tension.

"I'll get even a vase," suggests mom and goes, without even deigning to look at Till, outside.

"How are you?" Tilly takes her seat on the bed. It is safe still warm, the place. His hand rests on my arm.

"I have three meals a day, a clean bed, a roof over your head. How could it get better? "

Till has not noticed the allusion either, or he deliberately ignored. "And the humor you have too."

I pull back my arm. "How's Paul? Did he badly frightened? "

Again, his hand reaches for me. "It goes on, Charlie. I was there. "

" Sure, "I grumble and look pointedly at the ceiling, as there is a knock at the door. "This will be the visit," I say facilitated. "Then you must go."

It is not the visit.

"Miro" My heart makes a hop.

He gives me a loving smile, but dies as soon as he catches sight of Till. "Ouh, it is excited about his lips. "You just made the visit."

"Come in," I plead. I need you so screams, my heart.

Tillmann rises combative. "Soso", as he spits at once. "The good neighbor. Join today with peaceful intentions? Or do I expect the worst? "

"Tillmann," I Fauche him.

Miro is a stone with a lotus plant to the board next to the entrance and crosses his arms over his chest. "If you make a point, am I like the size of your brain in proportion to your weight. However, I put no increased value to it. "

" Even still be outrageous, "Till puffed up. "What?"

I strike with the open hand on the bedside table. The rattling threatening. "Stop! We're not in kindergarten! "

" Right, friend of women. And I'm not Aunt Helga, but Your treating physician, Dr. Helge Schnieder. "A small bushy beard in a white gown blows into the room and hands me his wrinkled hand. "You have been here yesterday admitted unconscious and had a slight blackout. With her head but everything is okay. I immediately operated on. "He studied the notes in his hand. "The X-ray in two planes showed a simple fracture that would heal very quickly. You and the kids here can therefore argue you about it at home tomorrow. Nevertheless, begun during the immobilization phase with intensive physio-therapy exercises and the immediate active motion of all non-affected limb be. Any questions? And you understand that? "

" Sure, "I nod explicitly. "I must get up and go smoke."

moved Schnieder doctor discouraged her head. This is underlined by a slight Schüttelgeste tongue cluck. "Women," he sighs and turns to Miro and Till. "And you two, I also put in a cast, if it becomes necessary." Strenuous steps he is again.

"I'll go." Miro still gives me a slightly irritated eyes and reaches for the doorknob.

"No." My voice snaps over almost. I cough and add softly. "Stay still"

"Good idea," I am drowned out by Tillmann. By threatening a wagging finger he bleats to Miro: "Incidentally, I have already filed a complaint against you for assault."

I hear is how the rattling door slam shut.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Toddler Red Swollen Toe

Chapter 54 - Chapter 53

"Listen, Paul." I have a stock, and the motor. "I have up there now, quite by surprise."

"Why do you?" Will return my son. "Papa, it was finally, suddenly has resurfaced. Just as suddenly as he then was gone. "

I nod sadly. "I know, sweetheart. And so I leave it to you too, if you want to talk to him or not. You need to go in there now. "

Paul takes a deep breath. "A man must do what must a man do," he says and strap off.

I were not too concerned, I would laugh.

Tillmann receives us already at the door. He is freshly showered and has obviously borrowed some clothes from Tim.

"Dad?" Paul has been slow to him and ignored the outstretched Tillmanns Arms. "Öärgh! As you can see like? "

The smile fades in Till's face. He looks offended at the floor. "I have been beaten."

"Do not talk 'so NEN nonsense", it suddenly bursts out of me. I'm sorry for him, but I can not keep sitting on Miro. "You tried to join us. Where should Miro know that you're not a burglar? "

" Miro was that? "Paul pulls his green eyes wide. "Wow!"

Tillmann the situation is noticeably uncomfortable. 'Come on first start. "

Again, I roll with the eyes. It is my house, I want to say, but instead prefer to bite me on the tongue.

Tillmann has covered to our surprise, the breakfast table. My soul revolts against this familiar action. Silently, I am next Paul Place. The appetite is passed to me thoroughly. I'm just tired.

"How are you, Paul?" Starts, his father made another attempt. "I've missed you."

"If you can not stop go away," he replied dryly.

Till takes the bread from Paul's plate and starts it with to spread butter. Paul throws me a skeptical look and I respond. "Till, can my son have themselves"

puffing He leaves the bread on the plate covered and crosses his arms over his chest. "Charlotte," he says earnestly, "that is so nothing. Paul is also my son and he can not concentrate on me while you're at it. You transfer negative energy to the child. "

" Wow, you're really not all the slats on the fence, "I snarl.

Till jumps up from his chair and makes an expansive gesture. "You see? Just the I mean. Such behavior is the breeding ground for ... "

" Come, let 'be good, "I fall into his word. "Draw your not here with me from educational psycho garbage. I have never lost even one bad word about you, after all, what you do .. "I falter. "Paul may well think and act for themselves. I write him not. And I told him suggesting no negative vibes ", I tarry disgusted face. "If you prefer to be alone with him necessarily need to talk to, I'll respect that. Assuming Paul agrees. Otherwise you know where the door is. Have we got? "

Tillmann looks at me confused. This vigorous hand, he does not know about me.

"Eat all right, Mama." Paul stroked my arm to indicate his approval. "It's so."

I bow down to him, taking his face in my hands and kiss his forehead. "I'm in the garden. Call me when I come in again. "Tillmann I throw a warning glance and pull myself back on petrol, coffee, tipping and phone back on the terrace. If this continues, I will build me a camp.

I push brought another chair on which I can put my feet. Which discuss the two in there? How do we go from now? And ... how is Miro? Determined, I pick up the phone and pick Arons number, but put up again. Maybe I should pass on petrol just in Miro? I had no chance tonight, yes, I thank him that he has made so selflessly to the alleged burglar - even if turns out in retrospect to be my ex. But I could apologize to him for the unjust abuse. Would be appropriate. But this am too cowardly.

loud howling startled me. Damn! I must have dozed off. At the same time noisily rattling by a moped. Faster than I can react, jumping on Otto and runs like barking hysterically. Drumming with feet and ears flying, he is gone only a split second later, over the garden fence. "Ooottooo," I shout with all his might and sprint behind. In addition to his tremendous speed, he also places an enormous endurance of the day. I fear for the moped driver, he might tear from his motorcycle and ran after him instinctively, without looking left or right. The last thing I hear is the squeal of tires.

"Charlotte, what are you doing for things?" The first thing I hear is the anxious voice of my mother. Great! "How are you?"

I yawn and hearty erblinzele my surroundings. Where am I ended up now?

"You've been asleep for twelve hours." If it's nothing more?

I try to put on me and tortured moan. Now I can roughly estimate, of how many bones of the human body. Every single hurt.

'Stay' are better, my darling. "My mother pressed me gently back into the pillow. "You are running away from a car and you've broken his leg."

"What?" Only now I notice the plaster. Heaven! Sun battered I'm not waking up after my last joint! Wrong. The penultimate.

"But otherwise all is well with you. Except ... um ... a few bruises. "is

" Otto by themselves come back home. "Papa nodded reassuringly.

"Where's Paul?" Damn! I let my child down!

My mother stroked my head. "He is at home with Lila and Tim. Do not worry. "

" Is Tim there? "

" Love that you had me but to say calmly. "Instead, the answer to my question, she pulls reproachfully the nose. "I've got me so so scared."

The door opens and a nurse enters. With a serious face, she taps on her wrist. "Listen, Mr. and Mrs. Friend, now it is really time."

goodbye reluctantly my parents from me. "I'm coming back tomorrow morning," promised my mother.

"Is that a threat?" I grin cheeky.

She shakes her head. "All of the father. Veeery the father! "

" Hoe-ho-ho, "growled Papa and looks like a rascal. He kisses my forehead. "You really need to worry about. Maybe you can back out of tomorrow. And now sleep well. "

" Oh, by the way, "my mother once again makes versa. "The young man who has run up, the whole evening sitting outside the door. He has probably suffered a little. "

" woman friend ", the nurse nöhlt annoyed. "Pleeease!

Mama pulls the neck and jumps like a overweight frog outside. I sink deeper into

my pillow and drift again later in a sound sleep.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Make Suction Cups Stick

Full Lotte - Lotte Full

We are naked, wet and hungry born. Then it gets worse , formulate I have a bulk text messages to Sam, Leni, Carla and Vivi. Tillmann is tonight showed up here and can put off trying to deal with Lilly. So do not worry. Sign up again. my mother, I also share with a text message that I will pick up Paul before lunch. Till is said to have the chance to explain himself undisturbed to his children. Whether he deserves it now or not.

tired when I come back to the kitchen, Lilli makes a much more peaceful feeling than it was half an hour. Nevertheless, it does not really seem ready to forgive her father.

"Someday you too will understand me, my child," says the social worker.

I prefer gleefully the eyebrows up as Lilly replied dryly: "Sure, Dad. Right after I found myself released from the slap. It would require one that is even with such a life. "Groaning, she teases from the kitchen chair and stretches as far as the pregnant women a high level is possible.

"Lilli" asks Tillmann puzzled. "Have you grown?"

I propose to me with his open hand against his forehead.

know "you, Dad. You come here and tell me in tears, how much did you miss your family. Here you are nothing more than a pathetic egomaniac who only thinks with his dick. "

" egomaniac? "Tillmann gasps for air. "What ... what ...?"

although I think unlikely that he does not know the meaning of this word would prove but once that even without study is not stupid. "As an egomaniac is defined as a symptom of suffering under the egomania person. I also called addiction, "I lecture. "The individual has the desire to be always at the center of all activities and events. The reason for this is a pathologically exaggerated self-esteem. In off ... "

" I know what an egomaniac! "Falls Tillmann hurt me interrupted. "But, as Lilli comes to me ..."

"Tell me, do you have brain food", I shower on. "Your daughter is pregnant. You will be shaken immeasurably in less than four weeks, Grandpa! "

Lilli disappointed the head. "And you did not even notice, so busy you're miserable with you and your little problems. Have any idea what Mama has been through the last half year? You make me sick like that! "She slams her coffee cup on the sink and stomps to the top.

"Lila! So you can not talk to your father! "Exclaims indignantly to her Tillmann.

"Which father?" She yells back. Then a door slams.

Lillis I take a seat and drumming his fingers on the table.

"I ... Grandpa will? ", Tillmann stammers stunned.

"Yep!"

"Why do I know this only now?"

I roll my eyes. "Maybe because you have moved without forwarding request? Your phone have not turned on? It has up a damn interested in what will become of us? "

He swallows. "I have already said Lilli how sorry I am."

"What? That you have let us sit at the Caretakers woman in Norway to hunt moose? Or that you failed to tell us that we have only two weeks, a roof over your head? "

He looks to enter the ground. "I just could not, Charlie. Life as it was, took me completely exhausted. Can you understand that? "

I put my index finger to his lips and look hard at the ceiling. "Let me think. Hmmm ... No, "

" Charlie, please, "he talked me into belief. guide "You must not be of anger and disappointment can be. Put yourself in my place but your time. "

I grasp it not. "Good," I reply anyway. "I will try. I have to get up at seven every morning to direct the breakfast for my children. Sometimes my wife likes and does it for me. to be Whenever my friends have forced me to drink a beer with them, although after the eighth would have been concluded. "

" This was not the "interjects Tillmann.

"I'm sorry," I pat his hand in apology. "I must take 'me, back then, even with the wife of the caretaker to fuck with you through forest and meadow."

"You will fall out, Charlotte! "

" Please forgive, "I shall drop of cynicism. "Let's objective continues. So, after my family is out of the house, I can only take care of the household still barely, because I still have so many other obligations. With my mates, the gym and of course my beloved. The powert from clear. And because it helps little when my wife does for her twelve-hour job these tasks for me. "

Tillmanns throbbing forehead. "I know I've wronged you, Charlie. But you do not think I deserve a chance? "

Then I have no answer. "I'll get my son, "I answered coldly. "Ask him if and what you deserve." I get up and grab the car keys. At the door I turn around again. "And go shower. You stink! "

During the trip I think about feverishly, I can teach Paul the gentlest, that his father has reappeared. According confused I meet with my parents. Paul is still in pajamas.

"Mama," he croaks tired. "I have not had breakfast yet."

"And do not you sleep, so how do you look like?" Papa kisses my forehead. "Was not quite something going on yesterday, what? Your mother has already told me. "

" Papa, "I sigh. "That was nothing gaaar!" I nod to Paul call. "Go brush your teeth and pull 'you ask for. We have to go right. "As he disappeared in the bathroom, I pull to the side Papa. "Till tonight, come back."

"That should not be true," growled my father. "What does he want? Money? Or something needs to heal family? "

" I do not know, Dad. But Paul has a right to see him. "

He sounds obscene deliver own. "If you say so. But let's say your mother for the first time anything like this. The iss still completely out of line because of the reefs and ... "He stuck his thumb between the index and middle finger. "You know."

"Just that," I imitate his gesture, "Till yesterday, the polished face. He thought Tim was a burglar. "

" Really? "Dad laughs loudly. read "Those who can, is a clear advantage. At the corner stands a sign: Watchful neighbors . If he sometimes paid more attention. "

I bite my lower lip. "Zia ..."

"Paul", begin I, as we sit in the car. "I've got no reason so early with Grandma and Grandpa."

"If something happens to Otto?" Paul's eyes fill with tears already.

"No, no," I reassure my son. "Otto is okay. It's just ... Your father is here. "

Paul slumps in his seat. "Dad?" He asks confused. "In our house?"

"Yes."

"What does he want?"

That is not quite the reaction I had expected. Actually I did not expect. "I think he wants to talk to you."

"But not to stay, right? Just talk, right? "

I swallow. "Sure."

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Yahoo Finance Ftse250

Chapter 52 - Chapter 51

"sleep well, my sweet." Leni will give me a kiss and stroked my arm reassuringly. "Or try zumindescht, yes?"

I nod and close the door to my home. Otto greets me cheerfully whining.

is to sleep impossible. If I now put to bed, the evening before my eyes like a movie will play over and over again. And that's where I believe it anyway without interruption to Miro, since ... His image has been burned into my brain and will not go away.

I drop down on the sofa and mean Otto with a gesture, to follow me. I nestle in his warm, soft body and cry big tears in his fur. The dog is not for nothing that the man's best friend. Otto licking devoted my hand, so after a few minutes I fall into a deep sleep.

I penetrates only to wake up as loud rumbling in my ear canal. Otto is next to the sofa. He has drawn up the lips, the hair on his back made by bristly. He growls like a rabid wolf. His eyes are narrowed down frowning.

"Hey," I overslept croak. "What is it, my boy?"

Otto's growling intensifies, and only now do I perceive the sound in the garden. It sounds like wrangling.

My heart beats faster. I hurry into the kitchen and peering cautiously through the window.

There are two men! Burglar!

While I was still terrified to think my phone out for me puzzled her conduct. I blink again through the glass. The cut is right?

Otto's rumble has now assumed a level that will soon Lila and Tim take out of its sleep. Therefore I choose lightly, quickly and alone to look after things. With such a predator Finally, by my side I need have no fear.

I tear open the front door, freeze. "Miro"

He has a laceration on the brow, the blood trickles down his cheek. His left eyelid is swollen thick. "The wanted to get here," he gasps and holds the alleged intruder by the collar.

I look startled him with wide eyes.

"Over there, in your bedroom."

How does he know ...?

Uh ... I mean, my God! A burglar!

And Miro has struck him. He is my hero!

"Verbammd!" growls the criminals and takes his hands from his face scherzverzerrtem. His upper lip is split open, the nose, thick and purple. Blood everywhere.

"Iiick," I let out a little scream. "Tilly?"

Miro is visibly surprised. "You know the type?" He immediately let go of him, whereupon he sank to his knees together.

"The ... a. .. this .. "I struggle with my version. "This is the father of my children."

Miro touches his forehead. "Well, great!"

After Tillmann has aufgerappelt tedious and turned in his direction, it leaves a scolding triad Go down to Miro, in the words of several brutal bat and display of assault occur, at least that's what I understand. The rest sounds like a re-invented a secret language.

"What ... what are you doing here? "

" Iff fu wiw meima Famimie, "mumbles Tillmann.

I toss him a grumpy look. My question was actually Miro. But who has already raised his hands defensively and occurs at the retreat.

"Miro" Again, I run after him.

He stops for a moment and I can breathe.

"Go home, my friend," Otto he knocks on the back.

And all I see then, are the sad eyes of my dog coming towards me.

"Damn, Tillmann," I swear fifteen minutes later and it would be churlish press an ice pack in the face. I would love to smother him under it!

"Fawi", he looks desperate to me, "iff wowe Thurs nu mame Famimie ..."

"Stop it!" I go to him. "That was before but now does not make any sense." Apart from that I do not understand a word of his Genuschel. Contradictory feelings are spreading in me. "We now go to the hospital."

"Mei mei mei," he dismisses vigorously. "I wi ni."

I roll my eyes. "If you say so." I can not anymore. Tired I rub my forehead so hard that it hurts. "You can sleep in my bed tonight. Above, the room to your right. We talk tomorrow. "

Tillmann torments himself from the kitchen chair and puts his hand on my cheek. The wounded is strong. Presumably it has taken Miros eye. I turn my head away. "I sleep on the couch."

"Fawi-Watz, it blows out of his mouth and I almost burst the collar.

It's nothing for the time may limited articulation errors. Very well but that my life is now totally out of control. "Go to sleep now, Tillmann," I warn him with narrowed eyes. "Or I'll give you the rest!"

I simply could not sleep. After Tillman is pouting (I think at least, because his lips are so swollen, like that of Ohoven-daughter after their hyaluronic acid self-test) has withdrawn to the first floor, I clean the first aid box back in, throw bloody towels in the washing machine and put me on a mocha. Then I mix my cards. Exactly seven times My right index finger taps three times before he Ten swords pushes the stack. I look at the picture of a man lying on the ground, stuck in his back said ten swords. My path thus amounts to a sudden termination. He does seem to me arbitrary. Furthermore, if the move is wise and how it then goes on, says this card, unfortunately, nothing. The affirmation of the card indicates to me but I am now one step. I finish what needs to close.

But what should I quit? My relationship with Miro? Is it one? Was there ever one? That never happened do not even Tillmann it? He has already left me six months ago. Basically, there is also nothing to stop. What is Louis L'Amour once said? There will come a time when you think that everything from now. Just then it starts.

Whoa! My head is buzzing. I consider it here any more. I need to get out of here. My house is not my home, as long as it stays in Tillmann. He is here simply is not applicable.

I drink my coffee and grab me a bottle of water. Otto is pleased to note that I cords my running shoes. I shake my head. "Little guy", I mumble to him, "when one morning I would walk the dog at four in the necessary steps, I would probably run amok." He does not. With the nose, it pushes me to greater haste.

As I step out the door, I breathe deeply. I have the feeling behind it, to suffocate. I suck in the fresh, cool air to almost into me and start to run. I run, when the devil was after me. And somehow he is probably. After half way I can not. Panting, I lean against the big oak tree at the lake. My cheeks glow, I feel dizzy and nausea creeps up in me. What should I do? I can put Tillmann bad on the road. He is Lilli's and Paul's father. How will they react to it? What emotional claims make it, when he learns that he is Grandpa? I cough and give myself adit near the oak. With water I rinse after. "Sorry, old girl," I knock on their bark. "I'd swap 'with you, if I could."

times but now I can not make myself therefore with Otto on the way home.

After a long shower I am not better, but at least clean. A mockery, when I consider how much dirt will play today for me.

"Hi, Mom." Lilli I breathed sleepily a kiss on the cheek. "Just enough sleep?"

"Not at all," I answer truthfully.

Lilli winks at me. "Slept or sleep? "

" slept. Lilli, "I come straight down to business," your father showed up here. "

my daughter will stop the mouth open.

"He is up and sleeps."

"What?" Lilli falls stunned to the kitchen chair. "That should not be true."

I plunge a tea bag in the cup and place it in front of my daughter. "Not that you draw the wrong conclusions, Lilli. He came here and, I hesitate briefly, "was battered a bit. I wanted him to go to the hospital. This he has refused. I have seen him sleeping above . Let Alone. "

" Why? "Lilli howls and grimaces.

"Why? Because I am your father, but eventually can not keep the night on the road. "

the tea bags pulls out of the water and staring at the drops that fall back into the cup. "Why does he suddenly appeared on here?"

"He misses you?" I suggest.

"Pfff!" The bag is splashing back into the cup. Around them, pours the tea. "Can it simply be that he has missed his kick in a young chick? Why should we now suddenly missing? All the time he did not appear. And now tell me, in Norway there was no telephone! "

I rub my tired neck. "Lilli, let him tell you this myself. I'm just not built that he suddenly reappears as he then disappeared. "

" Can you say that again, "grumbles my daughter.

"Did your mother yet." Tillmann is suddenly in the kitchen. He is currently as no better than yesterday, only different. His face glows in all colors.

I think in shock hand over her mouth. The nose is broken guaranteed.

Lilli remains motionless at the table and holds on to her teacup.

"Lilli, please." Tillmann places his right hand on her shoulder. "Let's talk about 'us."

"speeches?" She sparkles at him angrily. "The times you would have done better before us have just let it stay,"

The usually embarrassed not educationally sound arguments Tillmann looks over at me for help.

I shake my head. "Forget 'to Till. From this crap you bring up good time out for yourself! "I'm on my heel and pull me with Otto, a cup Coffee, cigarettes and cell phone on my back patio.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Natalia Pawłowska Gliwice

Full Lotte - Lotte Full

A good friend sells one hundred worries. Six good friends thus distribute six hundred worries. And I have a feeling just swallow as much arms just for me. Carla, Leo, Leni, Yash, Sam and Vivi are my own personal crisis management and Tröstkommando. And Mama, meanwhile, makes for my honor.

"My daughter has plowed her life like a horse," she said loudly, to my great horror, the remaining guests. "She has two wonderful children brought up and fed the family alone. Six months ago, the father they can sit out of the blue, it has the apartment and lost her job and not given up yet! "

" Mama, "I cry on. "Be still!"

But my mother shows little impressed by my request. Your audience is partly amused and partly disgusted, but mostly interested in their descriptions compassionate note. "She has even recorded a Findelhund," says Mama not without pride in my unselfish attitude and takes a deep breath. "Meeeiiine daughter has given her family a few days a new roof over their heads. She verkuppelt my gay son with her best friend, a get great job offer, will soon be even grandma and ... and ... and is at all, "she sobs," the best daughter in the world. Twenty years she has been faithful. And no man hear you? No man has the right to so you just break your heart! "

We stare at her open-mouthed.

"Sorry," Aron throws a wagging finger and staggers to my mother. "I think I am to blame."

drive around the head of my mother, she flashes him to rage, pulls out and rubs him one. In the face. Immediately begins to Aron's cheeks glow like a red traffic light.

"Oh, Holy shit! "Japs and I walk behind the counter. I quickly wrap ice cubes in a towel and press it against her cheek Aron.

"Look!" My mother braces fists on his hips. "Tell me as much!"

Shaking his head, I apologize to Aron for their behavior. "I'm so sorry, Aron. You must have mistaken as something. "

" Has nüscht them. "He painful grimaces. "Abba gansss a great shock."

"Zia" I pull the shoulders up. "Who has not?"

Aron rolls his eyes.

Meanwhile Carla and Vivi are busy, to appease my mother. Leni asks the guests to understand the situation and is synchronized by Yash. If they are nervous or excited, breaks her Schwäbisch by one hundred percent. Since no one understands more of what she says. Leo will always back up their hands over their heads and mumbling on and on, "Oh, God! Oh, God! Oh, God! "

If the situation is not as dramatic for my soul, I would laugh now.

"Baby ..." Sam takes me a hug and reassuring pats on my back. "Why do you have for me said anything? "We are committed to

Aron at the table. He looks like a missed penalty. After my mother has finally and adopted only under the threat of brute force (which we would obviously never be able to!) By us and the rest of society is also broken, served Mara the opened spirits and a load of glasses on a tray and takes also square. The rest of the group follows.

I fight back tears again. When it somewhere or maybe someday an opportunity for Miro and has given me, then I screwed up with this painful scene now completely.

Sam nudges me with his shoulder. "Should I'll sue him loppen?

"Krmpf," I'm doing. He manages yet again to make me laugh. "Nah, just let '. If necessary, I will have opportunity to do so. "

" How do you actually grasps the previously meant? "Leni looks sternly at her little brother.

Aron looks to hit the ground, and then takes my hand. "Charlie knows, now I know that this is all my fault."

"What the hell are you talking about?" I give us all a walnut liqueur. Except Aron, who gets nothing but water.

surprisingly sober, he justified his statement. "Miro is truly the best friend a man can have."

"But not a woman?" Poisoned Carla.

"Really," protested Aron sets and straight. "I told him I dream of my wife says."

"And the was my sister?" Leo proudly pulls the eyebrows up, as Aron nodded affirmatively.

"I told him how much this woman means to me ..."

"But do not who is this woman?" Concludes Mara.

Leni wrinkles his forehead thoughtfully. "He noticed first to be, when you are in Turkey snatches called. And after ... "

" ... he is our Lottchen in the eighth heaven ... "Carla can not help but easy.

"Really?" Aron looks at me with wide open eyes. "Is it sooo good?"

I show him the bird. It is not yet believe in all seriousness that I am now even a word about it leave out? The panel discussed

speculates, talked shop and concludes. I'm sitting next to it and am not involved anything more capable, requiring only the slightest use of my gray matter.

"We touch so times together," says Leo now gives the general hearing. "Aron and Miro are both madly in love with my little sister."

I toss him a dignified look. Now comes good again Rosamunde Pilcher out in him. Only a few landscape shots and more surreal theatrics?

"Both are in ignorance of the fact that they are one and the same woman. Miro, however, please forgive my frankness, dear Aaron, "he pats him sympathetically on the thigh," won the hearts of my children and spent the most outrageous night of love on this planet with her. "

I groan and uphold me with the forehead on my hand from.

"You Call Date to call your arrival at the hotel and signalisierst your clear interest in Lotte. Miro will know that your dream girl is his and is now in a terrible conflict of conscience because he feels responsible to you. "

" Tell me, brother. Have you not heard the beat? "

And here I am actually the only one who does this gibberish engraved on the mind?

"Stop!" Hisses Carla. "His theory is good."

"Yes", then throws a well Leni. "He knows that he is some kind of model for Aron ish, and therefore felt responsible for him. Somehow stop. "

" And after this guilty knowledge, "says Mara.

Sam nods. "As if he had betrayed his best friend."

"So he leaves him go first," concludes Yash, "and withdraw immediately."

"Pretty stupid," growled Vivi. She shakes her head and filled our glasses.

Sam makes a face. "I find now." He emptied his glass in a train. "Hey, baby," he said then turned to me, "his conduct did, however, completely got in the wrong way. "

" And then there was still this damn game to "complains Carla.

"what a strange game?" Curious minds shoot forward.

Aron grabs the Barcadiflasche. "I asked Charlie to pretend we were a couple, so that Miro does not realize that I have to Aisha ..."

"You bischt such a bastard," is outraged by Leni.

I see myself compelled to defend Aron. Finally, I have played in this game is voluntary and not without selfish thoughts. "He loves her! Really. "

" Well, then. "

Aron represents the Bacardi aside and instead gives the water. "Now I also understand why Miro is not the same as me jump on it." He was too relieved that you are no longer so taboo for him. "

" You have to talk to each other and clarify. Buy it. "Maras proposal close to all.

Except for Sam. "I think not." He looks serious in the round. "Did any of you guys have any idea what all this time has taken place in him? The time now feels bad ones. Especially after what has been addressed this evening. "

Yash, Aron, and even Leo nod in agreement.

"The need to clarify for the first time with himself."

Carla Leni and show men the bird. " No man is able to understand the feminine sense. Therefore it is considered unreasonable . This nonsense is also a guy. "

" Caution ", Sam warns of its species. "Now comes the purple dungarees Group."

"Let times," I grab in the heated discussion about men from Mars and women from Venus. "Maybe he has now had enough of me anyway. I have disgraced him, humiliated and insulted. I would certainly not want more. In any case, not so fast, "I add quietly. A little bit of hope might yet be adequate?

"That can not be serious?" Carla is still red in the face. "You want to sit out the not?"

"I just want my peace."

"But ..."

"Would you," I look around, "Please accept the all?"

reluctantly let my friends off the promise me not to bother with more well-meaning advice, not to start any businesses on Miro. This is exactly what it is, what do I know her, from friendly-driven ambition, eyes sparkling.